Why are you so self obessed?

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I wish for amnesia,
But the demon deep inside
Distorts my tranquility 

 The stillness that i think of 
Is just confined 
Confined in the dementic state

 That ruffled past
A year long intidimation
That year it was 

 Indispensable for me
Someone's gratification  
And dead duck to him

 Distant i had been 
Selfest i have become
And Often i am asked

 Why are you so self obessed?






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