Bothers

It bothers me quite often,
It saddens me a bit,
Acutally alot.
But why is it so.
Am i insecure about myself
or is it just the way it is.

Do i need to think about it often,
do i need to bother about
what if is what that comes to my mind
Am i just a silly shit.

Do i think alot,
and grave a coffin of it
Attention seeker is what i am said often
but does it bothers me a bit.

or is it just me who thinks it this way
and bothers me a bit.

But sure it bothers even you a bit.