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MISTAKE !!

Mistake was  when,  When I  first met you Mistake was when,  When I started believing that I was your  calibre. Mistake was when, When I chose you over myself. Mistake was when , When you broke my trust. Mistake was when When I still forgived you . Mistake was when, When I believed you will be true. Mistake was when, When I believed you will be back . Mistake is what,  I have been today.

I smile. ♡

 I smile , I smile very often The shivering voice within me asked, "Do I really smile? " I smiled back and replied yes I  do.  Knock knock, the sadness knocked  I tried to ignore it.  Knock knock "let me in ",it yelled.  Still I smiled.  I did everything to save myself.  Hid myself, locked every possible entry, stayed inside the room . Finally saved myself.  Mission accomplished.   I smiled.  My crooked smile was convincing enough to the world. With every, everyone's eye candy.  And I smiled.  The tsunami inside made me laugh more loud.   Haha. ..haha.... It was loud clear. I smiled.   "Beautiful smile you got" ,he said. I smiled back.    

Noone , trying to please everyone .

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I am daughter to my parents , sister to my siblings and cousins . I am colleague to my coworkers and mate to my friends . But who am I actually ? The simplest answer to this question is I am no one. I am no one who is trying to please everyone .   I am no one who is trying to be the best daughter and forgetting rest of the relationships. I am no one who is trying so hard to please my boss. I am no one who is an attention seeker , asking attention from possibly everyone. The question here is why I aren't me . Why not me, who is just me, full of myself doing this to please myself. Why cant I be selfish    (if loving own self is called being selfish) and think about only myself. Have I forgotten my own identity while trying to be something I aren't. Of course I am a daughter,colleague,mate,partner and every possible relation here but is it necessary to be the perfect one? Just by pleasing them ? Its next to impossible . You can never feed your own soul to the fullest, how wi...

How to make a sandwich ?

For the 5 ingredient sandwich,  all we need is : Patties: The sexy girls around, so called bombshells. Wanna be sexy actually . Mayo : The "Makhan" type , huge dilemma where do they actually belong to .  Bun : The actual hero who covers up everything. Why do u need to cover-up every thing ?? Is that your supernatural power ?  Cheese : The emotional type ,who gets melted after heating them. Very easy to manipulate. Sauce: The manipulative one, looks really good, are tangy enough to make you cringe.         Lets get started, first of all to cover up everything take the bun and cut in into two. Two because its going to be used to cover-up the entire mess we are going to make. Secondly add some tanginess ,The sauce, then put the patties to fire it ,for some spices ,taste. They must come after some tanginess otherwise our mess will not look good. Cover it will the cheese.( I want to cry ,I really want to. this is something I cant stand.)...

Why do you slay everytime ?

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Yes !! you, I am talking about you beautiful people out there. do you slay every time! I don't know about you but I of course do . 1. Self obsessed they say, is it that bad loving your self too much? , at least you will not get hurt at the end of the day. 2. Dreamy !! yes I am. I get tangled in my own thoughts and end up being sad or superrrrr excited 3. P assionate , yes yes yes I am, very passionate about everything I do. I love what I do . 4. S arcastic?? may be may be not, I speak truth or what I feel like. 5. Racist ?? not really, being racist is fun if its more like sarcasm.( being happy or for a good laugh) 6. Confident ? I tend to be over confidence at times and ruin the situation but the best part about being confident is, even though you mess up with the situation  you learn new things and tackle with absurd situation. that's something really good  I guess . 7. C urios ?? yes I am . I ask a lot of question . most of all are absurd, though I...

Am i a criminal ?

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Watching savdhan India or crime patrol,  we get  suspicious even when we are  with our own brothers, sisters, our own family. Can a wife actually kill her husband?  Can a daughter be raped by her father or brother?  Can a mother actually sell her daughter to a prostitution?  Such questions surely comes to our mind when me watch crime thrillers .                          Crime is not only being tortured by someone or doing some unlawful act. Crime is not always physical torture or murder or any offensive actions. Crime is not being able to stand for our rights , for the justice we are seeking for. Criminals are the not people who commit crime but are the one who bear the pains. Criminals are we people who are stuck in their lives. Criminal  is the person the victim who doesn't take a stand for their right.                   Yes I am a crimin...

Hope within a hope

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Hope that a student pass his upcoming exam, hope that a son gets promoted, hope that his angry girlfriend gets pleased,hope that a beggar gets food to eat, hope that a child will not get scolded . The world itself survives with a hope that it will sustain more ages happily.            Martin Luther king JR. had once said he had a hope that civil right movement will come to an end and blacks will get their life back. Similarly every person here have some hopes, some mission in their life. everyone is born, or at least i can say are growing with a plan, mission. Hope is something that makes  us more determined ,more confident and gives us some pathway. Boasting around i will do this i will do that doesn't guarantee your success. Actually success is never guaranteed nor its permanent . The one who is successful today may not be tomorrow. Everything then lies within eternal happiness. How satisfies are you  rather that measuring your success wit...