Vehemence

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The vehemence within me tends to be so high that is can barely control it. Definitely not a thing to be proud of. But the only thing that comes to my mind when i try controlling my emotions is,
Will i still be "Nitya" ?

The fanatic who gets hell excited after seeing clouds above her head. Do you expect her not to react to something that's so huge to her ? Do you expect her stay calm and composed every single time.
It's not just the Nitya but it's even you who can not stay the same every single time. Situation changes and we to react to it accordingly. And everyone's reaction differs , that's how we all are !!
That's how adoptive we are and should be too. Man without emotions is a wild beast loosed upon in this world. If i or you don't show up our emotions what's the difference between me and the human made machines ?
Am i still supposed to control what i feel like ? Am i still supposed to not cry ? Being strong and not being a vehemence are poles apart.
I know i am strong but i am still a vehemence and i don't want to control my emotions, until and unless the other person is being affected by me. As long as i don't harm anyone, why am i not supposed to be myself? Why am i not supposed to tell my A to Z to my mother when i come back home? Why am i not supposed to cry infront of my best friends? Why am i not supposed to show you who i truly am?  Well, if that makes me "weak" "Not strong".
I am ok, being a vehemence.





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