Life and Beyond

  Crime and Criminal psychology is something that captures attention of several us. The so called bikini killer, was he just a killer? Charles Sobhraj, born to a Vietnamese woman and a Sindhi man was abounded by his father after being born in April 1944 at Vietnam. He was still stateless until his mother’s boyfriend adopted him. Then after couple of years, in 1953 he and his mother along with her boyfriend, a French lieutenant moved to France. Sobhraj so hated Europe and the catholic School where he was enrolled in. The only memorial from the school was his name “Charles”, just because of his clever impersonation the comedian. The butt of racial jokes and insults during the school days turned out to be a criminal at the age of 19 when he was first sentenced to the jail. The charmer manipulated the jailors who granted with special favors during his sentence. And then the con man was born. With several frauds and burglaries he was having a very exciting life. During that period h...

My day starts with an orison, "just do what is meant for me". But what actually is meant for me ?   Good attracts good they say, But am i that ghastly!! Disguised by his aura, but still holds on her clairvoyance. implies more more than she should have. but is it what it's meant for me ? to my dismay, i have always been said, "You have been to more more than your age". "god's child', is what i always retort to them.  after the denounement of the fear,  fear of ceasing at the same place the run again puts a stop, when i do my utmost. but, Is it what it's meant for me ? Might be,  because i am god's child.!!

DISCLAIMER:IT'S JUST AN ARTICLE. IT MIGHT BE RELEVANT TO MANY. HAPPY READING. The statement made by an adult to a teenager who was barely 14-15 years old at that time, did hunt her for some years. Adult : "Tmro ghar kata ho?" Teenager :"Ktm"  Adult: "saxxai hora?, teii pani esto kaali ?"   The born and brought-up in Kathmandu was stereotyped being ugly just because she has dusky complexion. Adding to it one of her friend said, “Why didn’t you say that you are from Dharan.".    The very turmoil had started back then.   Not just that teenager, but many of us must have been stereotyped by some man-made beauty standards. At least i had been, i still am actually. I used to get affected by it, but no more. Some very common lines most of us must have been through are "ramri nai xe,tara ali kali ho","Ali goro vayeko vaye kati ramri hunthi"," Kali Kali hissi pareki xe". Why is ramri being synonym to not bei...

vibes so high, that the magic within this missy unfolds in an unapologetic way. This quarantine vibe hitting me so hard that i can barely stop thinking about him. Wait Did i just say"Quaratine Vibe" This is my lifestyle actually. Am i pretending being in love ? Obviously no!! We are just "good Friends" Or Just friends may be, The normal day starts with a thought, "he must be sleeping" or actually with the Good moring call of his. And the normal night ends with a thought, " he must has falllen asleep" Or  actually with a frisky goodnight text to him. This imperious demands, The heeded warnings, Inane conversartion, Attentiveness for who i am, Is what this missy hankers for Still we are just "good Friends" Or Just friends may be, But this missy's vibes are hitting hard.